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Metamorphosis

by Please Remember

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1.
The Lack 02:34
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I want to scream out but I can't find the words. I want to erupt in exuberance, towards the heavens like the birds From the meadow, with purpose, a discourse I want you to understand this hurt Swallowed whole, by all that pains me I lash out, selfishly I yearn to bring them back So they may know the lack The longing that never sleeps Yet, keeps me awake Manifesting for all to see Underneath these eyes and knuckles as they bleed Drowned out, white noise shrouds every sound I am silenced by the sky It has forgotten, no longer listening I am left behind Yearning Pleaing Exhausted Wasting
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The Aftermath 03:04
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Cooler now, the gentle waters tease my feet Inviting my body to greet them The mists sit at shoulders height Rolling in with the sunset Observing quietly, soaking it all in With a solemn air I burned down my home Calloused hands, shaking Slowly picking through rubble Grip each jagged edge Each piece, a memorial Grimacing at the sting Fresh wounds, still bleeding Old wounds, not yet scarred over Continue building through agony The blood stains skin red Force myself to breathe again Feel the wind refill my lungs Force myself to breathe again
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Relaspes 04:10
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God damn I've been wasting away in drink again What began in the vein of leisure Ends in a wallow of self-torment Every detail I've buried deep within my soul Creeps from my heart To my burning throat Isolated in my woe Rampant self-abuse is all I know Lost all sense of self-control One more drink and I'm gone, I'm headed home Should I be behind the wheel tonight? Morbid self-perception Leaves love ones terrified (calls me to suicide) God damn I'm lost inside myself again Walking through blizzard skies Freezing open skin The stark and barren trees Guide me to my home The cigarette hits the filter And is left to the lonely cold Relapsing over again Fall into my bed Consumed by the suffocating weight of all my reckless sin Relapsing again, fall into my bed Crushed under the suffocating weight of my reckless sin Relapse again Pull me aside into the snow Hushed concern, cigarettes burn Celebration give way to distress I speak and I always forget Impartial rhetoric Has you scared half to death I assure you I'm alright I need to walk and clear my head I would have never thought This is how I'd see myself Relapsing over and over Inside this prison cell
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The Proustian Chain 05:20
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In mere seconds All senses are washed away And before my eyes is, a beautiful space in time A moments betrayal Brings the bite and the sting Playing emotions Like puppets on string Minutes turns to hours as the avalanche won't yield its reign Breakneck movements, fashions all into a complex, drawn-out Proustian Chain Heavy hangs its bounds of torment, dysphoric notions, anxieties Euphoria ravaged by failing, perpetuates my guilt Retreat, hide away Intoxicated, despondent daze No alcohol swimming through veins Drunken sensation of violet memories Dancing moths to treasonous flame Incandescent death, born of tragedy Where love once was, only yearning remains in place Disengage, from these shackles Release me I find no solace here There is no solace here Betrayer, release me Let me alone These chains have etched their mark Into my very skin This weight will never lift Until my end
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The Pyre 05:04
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Fall to my knees, dizzy from drink Take another hit, quietly I sink Loneliness, emptiness, anger, regret All of these things I cannot forget A walking reminder of my ruination Selfish bastard, heart consumed by hatred Scratching skin until it bleeds Fears befallen, my eyes do now see Follow me into my dreams Condemnation, for all the pain I caused Self-immolation, in attempts to atone Put me on the pyre, set me ablaze This is my pyre, set my soul ablaze I set fire to everything The last page took the longest to burn A place that once brought me peace Can't save me anymore As the last page turns to ash I can't bring myself to leave I set fire to everything This is where I deserve to be Set me ablaze, set my soul ablaze

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A year of hell. A departure. A metamorphosis. Become nothing.

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released November 30, 2016

All instrumentation and lyrics are written and performed by Zach Mills.

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Levi Miller at Front and Center Recordings.

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Please Remember Frederick, Maryland

Born out of long nights alone with nothing but a restless mind and an acoustic guitar. A culmination of anxiety, sadness, fear, longing, and regret.

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